This is Our Time

My heart began to race as my mind was flooding with images of the past.  There I was, another sleepless night, wide awake, reflecting on some memories.  The setting this time was the apartment we lived in our senior year of college.  I thought, that was eight years ago...where did the time go.  At that moment, my anxiety began to surface. 

 This particular memory led me to think about how quickly time goes by and about how precious our time here on earth is.  We truly do not know when our life is going to end.  We do not know where we will end up, we just walk out on faith and hope for the best.  I also developed feelings of guilt; I've made such great memories over the course of my life, and for 1/3 of my life I let my negative feelings dictate my time here.

 I've been surrounded by tragedy in the last few months, both personally, affecting people I love and mentally, by the media.  There are so many horrible things that are occurring in the world around me, it just seems selfish for me to dwell on what I deem to be imperfections on myself, when there are far worse things that could be happening in my life.

 Life can throw curve balls at us, but how we respond to those is what matters most. 

 When life gives you lemons, grab a shot glass and fill it with tequila...or make lemonade.. whichever. 

 My point is that life is precious, spend time with the people you love, smile at strangers, enjoy every moment because you may not get it back.

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