My Sweet Girl
Today was a great day. It was the first day in quite a while that I got to spend the full day with my sweet girl. Stefan has been terribly sick the past two days, so it was a girls day today. The past few weeks I've been struggling pretty hard with my depression. I haven't talked about it to many people because a large part of me doesn't want to burden anyone with my 'issues'...so I do what I've always done and stuff. I told Stefan that Bean was the only reason I felt like getting up in the morning. The reason for my depression is feeling depleted. I've been feeling as though I'm giving and giving and not getting much in return. While feeling this way, I go to pick up Bean from school one day only to hear that my sweet girl was crawling. I didn't feel anything upon hearing that. I didn't feel joy, nor did I feel sadness...I was numb. Now I knew that I would miss the day that Bean would start crawling, or at least I was prepared to mis