#truthhurts
I've been feeling the need to write, but haven't had one solid thought. I've been struggling lately with my depression and anxiety and some days it's really hard to get out of bed and get my shit together, but I do. I push through and most days I feel accomplished that I did; other days not so much. I often feel like that commercial where the person is holding up a stick with a smiley face to hide her real feelings. You can be sure to find me with a smile and a fairly good attitude, and while I am a pretty happy person, much of that can be an act... I've also been experiencing a lot of frustration in life and to be frank, I'm pissed off at so many things. I'm disappointed in myself. I am often surrounded by gossip and people talking shit for no good reason. Instead of choosing to walk away, I listen and sometimes I partake in the conversation. You don't know what people are going through in their lives, so does talking negatively about them d