You are not alone
I feel very cliche by saying, 'It gets better' but it does. I recently posted on instagram about how I was in a dark place...however I feel like that was not enough... it is on my heart to share exactly where I was. I woke up on a Sunday morning and just felt bad. I have had many mornings like this, I wake up, feel sad, I don't know why I'm feeling like this and I wallow and cry on and off all day. On this Sunday I was feeling extremely depressed, all I wanted was to snuggle my baby, and all she wanted was 'dada'. That was the tipping point for me on this particular morning. The thoughts that proceeded to fill my brain were, 'You suck', 'You're a terrible mom', 'Nobody would notice or care if you were dead'. I wanted to hurt myself so bad, I truly believed that I was so worthless that no one would notice if I was gone. In that moment of loud negative voices I heard a little voice that told me to talk about it. I needed to