It's my blog and I'll cry if I want to
I am truly grateful for a special someone who inspired me to write this post. After discovering my recent struggles, she encouraged me to use my outlet of writing to express myself. She also inspired the title of this post. Thanks friend...you know who you are <3 I've been avoiding writing this post because it is going to be filled with a lot of negativity... but it is also true that life is difficult and it's not always rainbows and butterflies. So here we go.. Control. It's something that I'm slowly learning to let go of, but there is still a large part of me that wants control. When I don't have control of things around me, I begin to control what I can. In my case, my eating disorder and my trichtotillomania. TIME OUT (Zach Morris anyone?): For those of you who do not know what 'trich' is...here is a brief understanding: Trichtotillomania is the urge to pull ones' hair out. TIME IN: So, the past month I have been resorting to using