Cheers to the New Year

res·o·lu·tion

/ˌrezəˈlo͞oSH(ə)n/

noun

1.  a firm decision to do or not to do something.

"she kept her resolution not to see Anne any more" <-- Poor Anne, or maybe she deserved it.


So, if you're like me, you may make a New Years resolution each year, keep it for about a month, if that, and then you are back to your old ways.  I can only speak for myself but it's so easy to fall out of a resolution if it hasn't become a habit...so how do we make it a habit? 

--Get out of your comfort zone
---Opposite action
----Be disciplined 

Ew...those are all pretty terrifying words and actions, but if we can do it, I think we can live happier more fulfilled lives.

For me, I have been tossing around a few ideas all of which make me terribly uncomfortable, but I suppose that is what it takes sometimes.  The resolutions that I am thinking about are ones that I believe will make me happier in the coming year.  I'm afraid to share any of them out loud because if you know them, then what happens if I fail, and you ask me about it...I couldn't bare it.  So, that being said, I am leaving one resolution with you.  

Drum roll please

I plan to write a book.  Or rather, I WILL write a book.  I'll be honest with you, this has been on my to-do list for years and I have pushed it off and pushed it off year after year.  2019 is there year for no excuses; I WILL finish the book I've started...even if I'm only two paragraphs in. 

I have received some encouragement from friends who have read my blog.  People have been kind enough to read and respond to me in ways that I haven't ever imagined.  Of all of the uplifting words and encouragement that I have received the one that has really meant the most was from my dad.  

My parents recently visited Bean, Stefan and myself.  While they were here, dad and I went out on a dinner and movie date like we used to do before Christmas every year.  While we were out, we talked a lot about life and he mentioned my blog.  I know that as a parent it is probably hard for him and my mother to read some of the things I have to share, which he did acknowledge, but appreciated my honesty.  What he said that really lifted me up was when he said, "...you could write a book, I'm not even kidding.  Some important people may come across what you are writing, if they haven't already."  I think any kid, no matter how old, loves to hear something so complimentary from a parent.  I know I've always wanted encouragement and validation from my parents, especially my dad, so to hear that he thinks that really means the world.

That being said, I encourage anyone who reads this and knows my resolution to ask me about it. Make me uncomfortable and I will do the same for you...if you'd like.  What are you going to make as your resolution for 2019?  Will you keep it, or give up on it.  

P.S. I am rereading this and it makes me nauseous to share this with you.



Cheers to you. Cheers to me. Cheers to 2019

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